All I’ve ever wanted my whole life is to have a family one day and to be a mama, but I swear sometimes this world is so ugly I just want to protect my future babies by not even having them, you know? I know that makes no sense scientifically but in my head my future babies are already a part of me, like I carry them with me in my heart every day already and I want to protect them so badly I almost don’t want to have them. But I know one day I will and all I already want is to keep them safe (which is why I would refuse to EVER have a child while he who shall not be named is in office).